I don't want to live anymore. . .?

Wow that was a lot lol but I used to feel that way (only i was being abused and was poor as could be) idk if you are, but maybe an anti depressant?? I was on zoloft for a while and it helped me feel better, I noticed I got more sleep and spent less time crying . . . . That might help you? And im sure some day it will go away. Once you meet a guy that makes you want to live forever with him. Thats what happened to me and now im still poor and we're struggling to make it, but our love is strong. We have a little boy and even with lifes struggles im still happy with where im at. Everything I do is for my two boys and I love it =]